Not waiting anymore

WAY BEYOND BEING CONVINCED that something will happen … We (and this means me) need to get out of our own way and forever quit wanting anything from the flesh. There aren’t two realities. I have flipped back and forth way too long and I don’t care about what unreality has to say anymore. I’m not looking forward to this or that anymore: I’m fully ‘there’ already and nothing is gonna stand in my way! Nothing can prevent me from listening only to God!