Perseverance into stillness rewarded

I don’t believe in the devil.
But let’s not have that conversation.
I do recognize a HUGE RESISTANCE
To anything Truly Beautiful and Good
On the part of the WORLD MIND.

Oh that mind (!!!) thinks it’s got
The world by the … power points
But it ain’t got squat.
(It’s not the devil coz he’s not a ‘real’ entity
Out there.)

Tried all morning to enter the stillness.
All I heard was yap yap yap yap yap!
Sick & tired of all that yapping!
Sounds just like the devil ‘cept for one thing
I’m gonna see its total non-existence.

Actually I see it clearly now – already!
I saw my self in the stillness
Watching myself struggling with the
Yap yap yapping!
OMG, got me a chuckle that time!

Been wanting to give Rowland some kind of
Non-lame report
On the Substance of my great mediations
But coming up short. :'(

God told me loud and clear
He’s/It’s here INSTEAD OF
All the yammering, all the fuss
Darn! The eyes are moist again!
Dear God, let me stay here this time.